Friday, July 8, 2016

Compatibility Mode

He compartmentalized so beautifully, but each time I degraded, changed dramatically, violently swung from hating him to loving him. From understanding — even sympathy — to utter distain, and all the other boring, obsessive qualities of being in love with someone who isn’t in love with you. “Dickmatized” my girlfriend called it. And I wanted it to be that stupid.